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Mia’s Funeral & Celebration

Mia’s Celebration starts:

Guam @ 9:00am Saturday April 13
Philippines @ 7:00am Saturday April 13
California @ 4:00pm Friday April 12
Hawaii @ 1:00pm Friday April 12
Winnipeg @ 6:00pm Friday April 12
New Jersey @ 11:00pm Friday April 12
Italy @ 1:00am Saturday April 13
Paraguay @ 7:00pm Friday April 12
Brazil @ 8:00pm Friday April 12
Kenya @ 2:00am Saturday April 13

Please google the different time frames if I missed your location.

There will be 2 or 3 cameras.  This is as professional as we could make it so you’ll have to turn on the sound on one of the videos and  mute the sound on the other videos.  But you’ll be able to choose which video to watch and participate in.

Thank you.

Mia Memorial front Camera

Mia Memorial Rear Camera



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Life’s Gotten Harder, but God is Always Good



Thanks so much for Psalm 22 this morning – such a wonderful reminder that You have not forgotten me & my family especially as the last few weeks have felt mostly hopeless.

Here’s a review:

  • No new brain symptoms just more intensity that is now causing my right leg to feel a bit  heavier now & then – THANK YOU THAT I DO NOT NEED TO BE IN A WHEELCHAIR!
  • Thank You that I am Miracle for I am still living with brain mets, now 25 tumors from the 15 in July 2012.  Thank You that I’ve surpassed the 13.5 months prognosis of Whole Brain Radiation from June 2011 — this month is my 7th month beyond prognosis!
  • Had to take more dex/steroid as I was having headaches, nausea, vomiting more frequently.  Thank You for helping me learn how to minimize using it so that I will have less side effects of insomnia, & pls. also protect me from its side effect of growing the cancer & anything else.   Pls. bless us financially so I can afford to buy the natural steroid supplement that helped me 2 years ago.
  • Pls. help us figure out what natural protocol will be most effective for the lung since I no longer have the oral chemo.  Give us wisdom to decide.
  • Pls. help me with nutrition & give us ideas with the limited resources available in our community.
  • Pls. grant the provision for me to get the best technology that will strongly support my healing.
My life is in your hands and I am thankful for each day.  Thank You for grace esp. during times I throw tantrums because of weariness or pain…or as what my onco said, symptoms of the 2nd largest tumor behind my right ear?  Thank You that I am still coherent even it seems I moved & think much slower before.  I continue to seek Your healing, O Lord.  Thank You for being my Rock ALWAYS & for giving strength to write of Your marvelous  deeds today.
Your lamb,
Mia aka Miracle

Psalm 22.

For the choir director: A psalm of David, to be sung to the tune “Doe of the Dawn.”

My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?
Why are you so far away when I groan for help?
Every day I call to you, my God, but you do not answer.
Every night you hear my voice, but I find no relief.

Yet you are holy,
enthroned on the praises of Israel.
Our ancestors trusted in you,
and you rescued them.
They cried out to you and were saved.
They trusted in you and were never disgraced.

But I am a worm and not a man.
I am scorned and despised by all!
Everyone who sees me mocks me.
They sneer and shake their heads, saying,
“Is this the one who relies on the Lord?
Then let the Lord save him!
If the Lord loves him so much,
let the Lord rescue him!”

Yet you brought me safely from my mother’s womb
and led me to trust you at my mother’s breast.
10 I was thrust into your arms at my birth.
You have been my God from the moment I was born.

11 Do not stay so far from me,
for trouble is near,
and no one else can help me.
12 My enemies surround me like a herd of bulls;
fierce bulls of Bashan have hemmed me in!
13 Like lions they open their jaws against me,
roaring and tearing into their prey.
14 My life is poured out like water,
and all my bones are out of joint.
My heart is like wax,
melting within me.
15 My strength has dried up like sunbaked clay.
My tongue sticks to the roof of my mouth.
You have laid me in the dust and left me for dead.
16 My enemies surround me like a pack of dogs;
an evil gang closes in on me.
They have pierced my hands and feet.
17 I can count all my bones.
My enemies stare at me and gloat.
18 They divide my garments among themselves
and throw dice[a] for my clothing.

19 O Lord, do not stay far away!
You are my strength; come quickly to my aid!
20 Save me from the sword;
spare my precious life from these dogs.
21 Snatch me from the lion’s jaws
and from the horns of these wild oxen.

22 I will proclaim your name to my brothers and sisters.[b]
I will praise you among your assembled people.
23 Praise the Lord, all you who fear him!
Honor him, all you descendants of Jacob!
Show him reverence, all you descendants of Israel!
24 For he has not ignored or belittled the suffering of the needy.
He has not turned his back on them,
but has listened to their cries for help.

25 I will praise you in the great assembly.
I will fulfill my vows in the presence of those who worship you.
26 The poor will eat and be satisfied.
All who seek the Lord will praise him.
Their hearts will rejoice with everlasting joy.
27 The whole earth will acknowledge the Lordand return to him.
All the families of the nations will bow down before him.
28 For royal power belongs to the Lord.
He rules all the nations.

29 Let the rich of the earth feast and worship.
Bow before him, all who are mortal,
all whose lives will end as dust.
30 Our children will also serve him.
Future generations will hear about the wonders of the Lord.
31 His righteous acts will be told to those not yet born.
They will hear about everything he has done.





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My Family Is My Greatest Reward!

Daddy God,

Thank You for such a beautiful reward. Pls. let my keyboard/mouse cooperate right now. Thank You for the wonderful ImagoDei time I had with Golden and Eckhardt’s spiritual warfare devo for 1.16.13 & You loving reminder how I am so rewarded!

Thank You for also working in my heart Holy Spirit to obey You this morning. What a delight to do! Jesus, You are the best friend who sticks closer than a sister. I love you. Bless our family Triumphant Trinity with Kingdom-centric vision, Spirit-filled passion, divine health, Cross-centered humility, Solomonic prosperity, and Paulistic global discipleship for Your fame that we may enjoy You forever.


Psalm 127:3-5 (The Message)
Don’t you see that children are God’s best gift?
the fruit of the womb his generous legacy?
Like a warrior’s fistful of arrows
are the children of a vigorous youth.
Oh, how blessed are you parents,
with your quivers full of children!
Your enemies don’t stand a chance against you;
you’ll sweep them right off your doorstep.



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IMAGO DEI: Repentance So Sweet

Oh Lord, You are the Most High Gentleman Who Sings Over Me with Praise!!! This past week has been a challenging time wholistically and You are so gracious and merciful towards my wickedness.

You have slowly and lovingly opened my eyes in all the ways I have dishonored You. Thank You Holy Spirit for “IMAGO DEI”, your loving phrase to remind me of Your mighty work in me & others. Thank You for using Papa Piper to speak about living life in the “MERCY OF GOD”….

How Justified Sinners Love Each Other

I LOVE HOW YOUR WORD LEADS ME TO JOYFUL REPENTANCE. I wept this morning with tears of sorrow for maligning You for all those years I never quite realized.  Yet I am overjoyed that GRACE & TRUTH in You JESUS GIVES ME YOUR LOVE & PEACE EVERLASTING!  And O, Sweet Holy Spirit You are in Me giving me the desire growth and giving me the power to do so (Phil. 2:13)!

I humbly ask that You keep me relying upon You every step of the way, especially when attacked by the adversary. Keep mom & I safe during our travel.  Lord, we commit these requests to you:

  1. Warm tropical climate:-D
  2. Give us favor to accomplish the medical and residential needs in a timely manner.
  3. Experience the benefit of Lifestream immediately & have cost-effective assessments & treatments throughout.
  4. Receive the boys Christmas gifts.
  5. A time of restful retreat with YOU!
  6. Have quality fellowship with my Tomada Loves & those You bring our way.
I pray for DTC & family we leave behind that You will bless this time and work in their hearts to draw close to You.  Thank You for answering these prayers for Your glory.  In Jesus name, Amen. (g.1.15.13.T.10:17p)



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2013 is Gonna Be “D” BEST Year Yet!


May this 2013 be the year that we all make action plans to fulfill Ephesians 2:10 for the Kingdom!

“For you are God’s workmanship created anew in Christ Jesus TO DO GOOD (KINGDOM-CENTRIC) WORKS which He planned long ago SO THAT YOU WILL WALK IN THEM!” (M translation)


Every fiber of MY BEING DELIGHTS IN YOU HOLY FATHER, LOVING BROTHER, & BFF SPIRIT:-D  Thank You for the most wonderfulC celebration with my Golden, Xanerai & Kecione.  I AM TRULY RICH for being blessed with DTC.  We honor & praise you this morning APEXgrace for You are SO RICH IN MERCY & LOVE towards we who are so UNDESERVING.

Thank you for such a productive day for the boys and I yesterday as we prepared for the new year by tidying up our dwelling place.  Thank You for sustaining me despite my fatigue & sporadic ailments.  Thanx that I god to do my e-treatment which proved to me again its value & that I got to listen to the X-hedonism on Prayer & Bible which of course You perfectly brought to my attention at the RIGHT place & at the RIGHT time!  You have been SO DOING THIS FOR ME since my birthday July 25th!  What a delight to live in the Friendliest Place in the Galaxy (FPG)!  Thank You for all the wonderful people here both old & new – each one is a precious blessing to DTC!  Bless each of them immensely for their ongoing fervent prayers and reaching out to help us during our trying season.

How do I love thee, let me gush the ways…

  • You are Superbly Full of Joy & my maximum happiness can only be found in You (thank You for JP who articulated that Truth which has resided in me since my teen years:-D
  • You are so filled with hopeful surprises.  In particular I speak of the hope You gave me in the weakest link in my life – homemaking – this is EXTREMELY challenging for me.  So many times I feel helpless, clueless & hopeless.  I constantly cry out to you & thank You that even though I go through a myriad of emotional travesties to fulfill this calling/season of life, You give APEXgrace to endure.  Thank You for working to restore this area of my life as I have been mostly absent in homemaking since the diagnosis Dec. 2009.  Our DTC looks to You this 2013 for a renewed vision the way we had left for YWAM in 2010 & EVEN WAY BETTER!  Thank You for our family devo Sun. night 12/30 where we discussed what 2 Resolves we wanted to do (ala Jonathan Edwards) for 2013.  Then You delighted our DTC @ church with our “Come Thou Fount Family” hymn & a TRULY PERFECT MESSAGE on commitment which was what You have been brewing in us this last several days as we grew increasingly distasteful with our mediocrity in our home.  So, Daddy God, pls. fire the flame of vibrant faith in our home & pls. give each one of us wisdom what RESOLVES to pursue (i.e. Scriptures) & have a plan for success.  Help us recognize the right people who will lovingly keep us accountable with APEXgrace.  Pls. provide All-gifts-Spirit-filled Bible/Prayer soaked people who have GOD-SIZE FAITH & VISION that keeps at TOP PRIORITY your Kingdom of gathering worshippers from every nation, tribe & tongue.

    “Christianity and the Three Chairs: The Truth About the Consequences of Compromise” – Joshua 24:14-15; Judges 2:6-15

  • You are INCREDIBLE in such INTRICATE PERSONAL INTIMATE MANNERS that bring about the RIGHT PEOPLE, OPPORTUNITIES & RESOURCES @ the BEST TIME!  So the rest of this list is about Your IMPECCABLE TIMING that has truly lessened my daily concerns!!!
  • You are the GREATEST RESOURCE!  Thanx so much for Blueprint For Life that is helping shape the Xtras Klub philosophy of W2L.  Bless our family this year with prosperity in all areas: spiritually, relationally, physically, financially, and professionally for we desire that Your Kingdom virtues is OUR central focus.  Give us strength & wisdom to live this out MOMENT BY MOMENT.  Pls. provide all the resources we need to articulate our Kingdom-centric DTC vision & plan & please provide the best channel to finance it starting this month so we can realize our dreams this summer for CDG, vow renewals & ipop…this is a GOD-SIZE DREAM REQUIRING GOD-SIZE FAITH, so help us God!
  • You redeem ALL things – NOTHING is wasted in Your economy even in loss or terminal illness and I am still hopeful & have faith for my COMPLETE HEALING of stage 4 lung & brain cancer that I shall have proof someday.  I believe YOUR REPORT – there is no cancer in heaven & by faith our familie DTC seeks Your will on earth as it is in Heaven.  Thank You for leading me to this video series I’m going through for such a time as this  – pls. strengthen YOUR ROYALTY to WALK IN OUR BFF’S SPIRIT’S giftings so that there is a widespread manifestation of APEXgrace with miracles.

Charles and Frances Hunter – How To Heal The Sick

  • YOU ARE SO INCREDIBLY AMAZING!  Since my youth, I’ve always prayed & longed for a kindred spirit gal pal similar to the Anne of Green Gables…thank You for my “Diana” whom I met last year using while I was receiving natural treatment from Tom’s company.  As a customer, we’ve mostly interacted because of my orders.  I was always impressed with her excellent service but I’ve not been in touch with their company since about April 2011 & I saw her at the Do Hard Things Youth Conference @ Th Rock July 2011.  Three days ago Dec. 29 (Sat) I finally got around to make a phone order for Lutimax from http://www.immunobiotics.com/ since my most recent MRI Oct. 21st showed slight growth in the larger brain tumors of the 25+ lesions (that I call canCURE😀 NOT cancer).  I found out from “Heavenly” (the French meaning of her name) that Tom passed away almost exactly a year ago.  We ended up talking for 1 hour & 45 minutes!  WOW!  That is rare for me…You are so wonderful to sing over me Daddy God, giving me a sister in Christ with a kindred spirit of being completely immersed in the Kingdom agenda while basking in “scandalous GRACE” (her term:-D).  We so delighted in YOUR WORD & WORK in Tom’s life, hers, mine & others/Your mission.  It felt so celestial as if I was in a cafe in the heavenlies hanging out with my gal pal in eternity!  WOW!  So much to look forward to!  I was so simply thrilled how easily our conversation flowed & at every turn it was all about YOUR MARVELOUS DEEDS OF GRACE!  THANK YOU (*infinity) for that Spirit-filled refreshing time that ended with a magnificent prayer of declaring undaunting faith in You!  Thank You for the immense blessing You gave through her as she proliferated with testimonies of Your GOODNESS in her life being so authentic which can be such a rare find among women…what a joy we had delighting in You as we shared humbling stories with authenticity.  We both fully acknowledge that we are MOST DESPERATE FOR YOU & without you, we would be utterly wicked and forsaken.  THANK YOU JESUS THAT THIS IN NOT SO!  WE ARE FOREVER GRATEFUL!!!!!!!
Well, Trinity, I am so glad we spent this precious first hour of the year together.  Thank You for being my JOY.  You alone are worthy of ALL GLORY, HONOR & PRAISE!



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2012 CHRISTmas Gift Poem for you!

Merriest Christmas Blessings & a Prosperous 2013 New Year!

We thank God for each of you & the times God brought us together. It is an honor to know you at any level as God grants. Our prayer for you & your loved ones is that the Lord works in your life mightily that You will have no doubt of His loving care for you…and if you ever do, email us so we can be an encourager in the good, bad & ugly days of life.  We hope & pray that as you read our #2012.ChristmasGift.Poem.fr.DTC that it also becomes your prayer.

We reflect upon God’s mercies & grace as we celebrate the MOST SIGNIFICANT BIRTHDAY OF JESUS this 2012! Here are brief highlights from DTC (Doerksen Tomada Clan):

  • Tri-une God continues to confirm His promise for our DTC FAMILIA that we indeed have life more abudantly (John 10:10) especially when we abide in Christ. For we realize all the more that truly APART FROM JESUS, WE CAN DO NOTHING.
  • Jesus, THE HEALER, continues to heal Mia (now “Miracle” ala Bible renaming traditions; Gil is “Golden”:-) from stage 4 lung & brain cancer and in every wholistic aspect possible body & soul.
  • God blessed us with a wonderful time of retreat living away for almost 7 months this year – preparing us for our return home. We praise God for having Miracle’s sister Jamie live with them & be an INCREDIBLE BLESSING, and of course Miracle is most delighted that she was able to dote on her since she just absolutely adores all that God made Jamie to be – brilliant, beautiful & bestie. God also brought another blessing to us, Kgina Min Saul, an Every Home for Christ missionary who became like family to DTC. Gina’s mission transfer to another area is a big loss for us but we trust in God’s provision as Miracle continues to battle fatigue from her “health opportunity”.
  • Thank you God for meeting new friends & reuniting us with loved ones (relatives, ICF, Kona & Guam families et. al.) during our home-away time witnessing Your faithfulness in each other’s lives. Our church ICCSD was integral in God’s work on transforming us to be more GRACE-fixed in our daily living. Hallelujah!
  • A wonderful welcome upon returning to the Friendliest Place in the Galaxy! Miracle & the Barnabies (sisters of encouragement) did an early 13th wedding anniversary (12/10) gift to welcome Golden Gil with Xan & Kci – a flash mob to the tune of Wedding Bell Blues with lyrics such as “Gil, God loves you so He always will…” (pictures in attachment)
  • Thanks to Dad & Mom Tomada with their task force, the home we were looking forward to dwell once again was ready for us!
  • The Lord is thrilling us with renewing and creating relationships with the people He brings our way effortlessyly. We’re blessed with the loving support of our Faith Church since ever since (a Guahan saying).

Our prayer requests…

  • We,DTC, to be filled with the Holy Spirit with Wisdom as we establish new lifestyle habits as a family desiring to honor God by keeping the Trinity at the center of our lives through prayer, the Word, and partaking in His mission to be the hands & feet of LIVING OUT THE KINGDOM ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN. We are praying for a family vision to help us thrive daily.
  • Increasing faith & grace for God’s outpouring of healing & prosperity upon us, as we seek direction regarding livelihood and trusting Him for daily provision.
  • God to bring the right person to us who help in our home as Gina did & that we may be a mutual blessing in each others’ lives.
  • Protection from the enemy as we seek God every moment to develop discipline/self-control in every area of life especially in areas that affect all our relationships.

Trying to keep it succinct! We love & miss each of you dearly! Pls. update us when you can & let us know how we can pray for you!

We love because He first loved us,


Golden Gil, Miracle Mia, Xanerai (Xan) & Kecione (Kci)

Our Christmas Registry (check it out – you might want to get something for you or your family too!) –http://www.christianbook.com/Christian/Books/registry_shop?action=shop&registry_id=1114036&event=REG&p=1013720

Our Tri-fold Scripture

Acts 20:24

But none of these things move me; nor do I count my life dear to myself, so that I may finish my race with joy, and the ministry which I received from the Lord Jesus, to testify to the gospel of the grace of God.

Philippians 2:13
for it is God who works in you both to GIVE you the DESIRE and the POWER to do what PLEASES HIM.
2 Timothy 2:2
And the things that you have heard from me among many witnesses, teach these to faithful people who will be able to teach others also.



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Blueprint 4 Life!


Daddy God,

You are awesome & worthy of all honor & praise.  These last few days have been up & down with moments of extreme regret esp. in how I treated my beloveds when I was hungry or tired…pls. send respite soon:-D

Thank you that I didn’t wallow in judgment but prayed even in my wickedness & you OF COURSE delivered me.  It was further affirmed when I finally got the chance to listen to Joseph Prince who is so much like Andre.  Daddy, please send someone like them with Piper/DesiringGod-based person to be the next PIU prez.  Thank You for the life changing event that occured last week in w/c DTC became independent, struggled thru disagreement, lost it like the bad old days & quickly regained it in a matter of 30min.  It involved people keeping safe while another was engaged in spiritual warfare and so thankful for having such a kind-hearted understanding spouse.  It was a marvelous & humbling lesson on having confidence in your calling & discerning Your timing with approriate leadership/accountability & how you affirmed this in the aftermath devos & circumstances.  I had longed so much for a retreat, probably a yearning borne from the unresolved lost years of upbringing.  Despite a successful spiritual battle, it did not come to pass and you did it in such a loving & kind way that I felt so secure in you & not harrased by previous fears.  YOU ARE INDEED SO AMAZING!  The expectant friends were so gracious in responding to me & ever so ready to offer financial help & otherwise to make my goal a reality.  But I knew by then that God’s timing is perfect & He showed me the way:-D

It has been quite rough having to stay behind in my cluttered surroundings (thank You that it slightly improves daily).  Thank You esp. for giving me insight tonight after I blew it this morning muttering a lot of regretful words like the bad old days when I’d succumb to my initial reaction coz “i was right to do so”.  Once again, you lead me to the right resources of ordering “Blueprint for Life Study Kit” which further affirmed Your hand upon my life.  I’ve only heard 2 of the 9 sermons & it was so reassuring & convicting – You spoke SO CLEARLY through Andy & Tony.  I pray my family & I will be channels of this message to others.  So much to say but I need to go to bed.  Help me recall as needed!  LOVE U! G’nite…SO GRATEFUL  I AM YOUR BELOVED DAUGHTER WHO RECEIVES INSTRUCTION & EXTRAVAGANT FAVOR FROM YOU DADDY!



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This is the 1st Day of the Rest of My life…?…


Buenas yan Hafa Adai Daddy God!  I SO DELIGHT IN YOU LOVER OF MY SOUL!  You bless me SO EXCEEDINGLY, EVER ABUNDANTLY, ABOVE & BEYOND WHATEVER I could think or imagine.  THANK THANK THANK U 4 PEACEFUL SLEEP!  I fell asleep on the couch last night, and my GOLDEN (a.k.a. Best Hubby in the Universe) carried me up the flight of stairs & I’ve had the best sleep I’ve ever had since being on the Friendliest Place in the Galaxy!!!

A month ago, I had learned from a recent MRI that there was slight growth in the brain tumors.  Of course, the enemy used that to scare me as well as the painful pings & pangs throughout my body.  But Holy Spirit, You are SO WONDERFULLY KIND to remind me what my Kenyan Mama Lucy Muya ALWAYS lovingly encouraged me TO ALWAYS TRUST & BELIEVE ESP. AS SHE EAGERLY SHARED ABOUT PEOPLE’S SUPERNATURAL HEALINGS –

Believe ONLY the REPORT of the Lord! (The Report of the Lord is His Word/thee Bible & the Holy Spirit’s witness to my spirit)

Holy Trinity, thank You for being my BESTEST FRIEND WHO WALKS RIGHT NEXT TO ME!  Darling Daddy God, you rejoice over me as You see me walk in APEX GRACE — thank You for blessing me with this term that SO REFLECTS YOU!

AMAZINGLY PERFECTLY ENJOYABLY XTRAORDINARY GRACE – Father, you are Amazing; Jesus, you are perfect so I am already perfect in the eyes of Trinity; and Holy Spirit, You are definitely Enjoyable – we have so much fun in the spirit!  This is something I’ve always desired & always felt I fell short too often…but You make ALL THINGS RIGHT IN YOUR PERFECT TIME!  Amazing FATHER, Perfect SON, Enjoyable HOLY SPIRIT – you are the 3 persons who make up the God-head of (e)Xtraordinary GRACE!  What INCREDIBLE INSIGHT YOU GIVE ME!!!  Thank You for your loving & gentle reminder for me to give you THE FIRST FRUITS OF MY TIME.  The only t& sleep so He will have an EXTRAVAGANT SENSE of your power, grace, love, joy AND RENEWED STRENGTH SOARING ON EAGLE’S WINGS.  Bless  Him with a marvelous day of peace.

Thank you for this morning’s time/devo with You which was quite appropriate regarding the challenges we face…AND OH WHAT AN OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE “A LEAP OF FAITH” as my Hunk of Love Golden Gilbert Brian Doerksen discussed & prayed last night.  WE DECLARE THAT YOU ARE THE CENTER OF DTC (Doerksen Tomada Clan) and that in YOUR PERFECT TIME, YOU WILL TRANSFORM GUAHAN TO BE A 100% CHRISTIAN NATION.  Thank You that You are already in the process of sanctifying Your Guahan United Kingdom Builders to accomlish the MISSION of GATHERING WORSHIPPERS FROM EVERY NATION, TRIBE & TONGUE!  Mission only exists because Worship doesn’t (a.k.a. the earth is still to be FULLY FILLED OF YOUR GOLDEN GLORIOUS GLORY by the ones You lovingly created in your perfect, creative image!)

Sorrowful, yet ALWAYS REJOICING,

Yours foremost then Golden’s Miracle Miamahal Miawok Yahmmei 😀 (trivia…what does “ah” mean in Hebrew?)

—-my devo from Wisdom Hunters date 11/17/2012 in the subscription email—-

Someone may be in debt to you. They may owe you money, a reputation, an apology, a job, or a childhood. But God is asking you to let go and let Him. Let Him handle this. He has a payment plan for those who are in debt to his children. It may mean He wipes their slate clean with minimal repercussions. It may mean their stiff neck forces God to bring them to the end of themselves through trials and tribulations. Or, it may mean that what awaits them is an eternity of reaping in hell what has been sown on earth. But God’s position is one of judge and jury. You do not have to carry this burden or responsibility. Your role is to forgive and to trust God with the proper judgment and consequence.Life gets complicated and draining when we take on the responsibility of making sure a person gets what he deserves. This is arrogant and unwise on our part. How can we know what others deserve for their injustices, neglect, and self-absorption? Our role is not to play God, but to serve God. Playing God is a never-ending disappointment. We were not made for that role. Only the Almighty can fill these shoes. And He does have it under control. There is no indiscretion or blatant injustice that is off His radar screen of sensitivity. He picks up on every “little” sin.So, rest in the assurance of knowing God will pay back in His good timing and in His good way. Give this person or issue over to God. Do not bear the responsibility of executing payback time. Your role is to forgive and let go. God’s role is to establish a payment plan of justice and judgment. Yes, your parents may have blown it through their own selfish tirades. Their immature choices may have built up over time and led to divorce. Because of their indiscretions and unwise decisions, you grew up in a less than favorable home environment. But look at their faces. The hurt and the consequences are etched in their countenances. The results of their wrongs have caught up with them. They need your grace and forgiveness. Be a good son or daughter, and by this you may facilitate healing for your parents’ soul. Sin has its own harvest of heartache, not to mention breaking the heart of the heavenly Father. Trust God with your parents. Let Him worry about what they deserve.

You can bring reconciliation to a fractured family relationship by forgiving. Once you have forgiven, trust God to administer whatever punishment He sees as fitting. He may see a broken and contrite heart in your offender that leads to their salvation and freedom in Christ. Your forgiveness and unconditional love may be the very thing God uses to illustrate what they can experience up close and personal. Forgive and give. Forgive them of their hurt, insensitivity, and selfishness; then give them over to God. Trust Him with His repayment plan. He owns the payback process. His vengeance may be swift, it may be delayed, or it may be dissolved. Regardless, you do the right thing, and trust God to do the same. Vengeance is His, not ours. Payback time is up to God. We have enough in our own lives to consider. Pray for yourself and others to avoid falling into the hands of the living God, for it is a dreadful thing.

Taken from the November 18th reading in the 365-day devotional book, “Seeking Daily the Heart of God”… http://bit.ly/InvUdR

Post/Tweet: Our role is not to play God, but to serve God. His judgment is best.



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ATTENTION: Heaven & Earth, Please Help Us!

Daddy God,

Thank you that I finally launched Your campaign for Guam’s 1st Healing Center ever  on the beloved island of Guahan.  Please stir the hearts of those You want to give to be cheerful givers.  Thank You for your generosity Daddy in all Your spectacular gifts you give to every person on earth.  Thank You that some day we get to see all those who are now with You.  PLEASE SHOWER XTRAVAGANT LOVE, GRACE, JOY, PEACE, HOPE & COMFORT UPON ALL those suffering loss & those still in the healing journey.  Thank You HS that You brought to my lap the most current update on youtube – bless ICF & ICCSD with a multitude of blessings for this.


Your Darling Daughter:-)

P.s. Thanx 4 my Barnabies who sang this for me & others.  Thank You for the beautiful gifts You’ve given them & that they just keep passing it on!

A heartfelt song sung by my Barabies (daughters of encouragement) that gave HOPE to all who\’ve listened to this song



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Thank you so much for a delightful evening bonding with my Kuchicakes.  As the boys were getting ready for bed, I challenged K to brush his teeth with me for 7 min since he said that I brush my teeth for an “hour”.  I smiled remembering how kids experience/perceive time very slowly.  So if he was able to do that, he would get a prize.  We finished brushing in about 5 min. & he got the prize.  Then somehow, we ended up talking about spiritual matters – THANK YOU!  He explained to me that when he prays/talks to you he doesn’t hear anything & like I’ve told him in the past, You talk to him thru Your Word & people & ESP. during Peace/Devo time.  I shared with him about Your word in the Psalms to “BE STILL & KNOW I AM GOD” & that it means that we wait to listen to what God has to say.  Thank You Holy Spirit about my notebook where I would write what You were saying to me during the Dawson-style intercessory prayer in 2010.  Unfortunately, I had the wrong notebook coz I have 2 identical ones.  Instead, I shared about the word of knowledge I received at SD 1st Assembly where I prayed for healing while I was in the wheelchair & the first time I went to a service where I had to lay down on the pew for most of the service.  You said, “BE FAITHFUL & TRUST ME”.  Then K & I talked about what faithful means.  Thank you for showing me how truly brilliant my son is by the way he responds.  He told me that faithful is being thankful & both are rhyming words – that’s the part I remember for now.  Then he raised his voice when I asked more question – I was trying to milk this teaching moment (thanks for Colleen’s unschooling chit-chat).  I think you were giving me a glimpse of how sweet home(un)schooling would be someday.

Thank You Ames’ email this morning.  Thank You that she shone brightly at the Olympics for Your glory.  Pls. help us connect soon.  Thank You that both boys ended up staying home from school today as we had a peaceful day together – THE BEST DAY SO FAR!!!!   THANK YOU!!!!  Just to think that last week, I was sitting on the floor teary eyed & head bowed as I whispered a desperate “God, help me, IDK what to do…” as the boys waited right in front of me as I tried to instruct them because they were constantly annoying each other.  Thank You for the mothering encouragement you give me thru Ate Bex – thank you that we are so alike in some ways & different in special ways & to top it off it was super easy to connect from the get-go:-)  You know how I struggle in my role so thank You for giving me a wonderful mentor; I was blessed to hear how she perceived K since the boys stayed with their family for 2 days last month.  Help me record these moments & HS pls. bring it to my remembrance.

Grant quick recovery for DBG & give him wisdom how he spends his time tomorrow.  GRANT US ALL WITH PEACEFUL SLUMBER.  Thank You for the 2 devos I had with boys – & the one just an hour ago when X was reading the JC passage & I was lightly scratching both their backs.  Thank You for these great treasures.  Thank You that GEM are growing in grace even during the worst days like last Sunday.  Help me recall & record that incident so I will learn from it.

Pls. bless all the laborers in the fronties & pls. continue to build up more laborers for the plentiful harvest.  In Jesus’ mighty AMAZING name, AMEN:-)